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I'm in trouble right now :(

My lecturer ( he's my ex-supervisor in university too) is mad at me :(
I tweeted about him last january or february. I did not use harsh words, but by then I was really mad.

If I remember correctly, I was tweeting: "It's all because of Mr.G, I'm too late to register for seminar!"

I admit that I'm wrong to tweeting about it in twitter, a social networking where everybody knows what were you thinking! But it's a privacy too right? Where else I can post my thought?

Facebook?

Forget it!

Moody Monday

It's monday and I'm so moody.

I mean it.

I wake up happily, but when arrived at campus I felt lonely.
After then I have no mood at all when doing pharmaceutical care practice.

But not too long, I was laughing at Mimi with Fika and Siti. And that's not too long. Again.
I felt lonely and have many thoughts, spinning changing sliding each other in my head.

And when the whole class was over, my senior told me that my ex-supervisor is looking for me. He is asking for my script-revision and discussing about MY TWEET which I was tweet about january or february. OMG! Who the hell is so jobless to reporting every tweets I post?! I think I should protect my tweet from now, huh?

Really, today is moody monday for me -.-'

The Seven Deadly Sins Quiz

I took this quiz in Pharmaceutical Care class (I don't know why but I always sleepy while taking this class) -.-'

Have you heard about it before?

The seven sins are: greed, gluttony, wrath, sloth, envy, lust, pride.

And this is my result:

Greed:	Medium
Gluttony:	Medium
Wrath:	Low
Sloth:	Very High
Envy:	High
Lust:	Medium
Pride:	Medium

How about yours? Try this, it's fun! Discover Your Sins-Click Here

Don't forget to post it on your blog, hihi :p

Happy bday, dedek! :)

Today is 19th my-smart-cute-sexy-charming-but-too-apathetic cousin, Syanesti Adishesa.

I wish you all the best, dear :*

A Letter to Myself

Hello there who are insomnia!

I'm doing my worksheet and I'm stuck with mine, while my friends are sleeping tightly, here beside me -.-'
Actually, I slept when they were doing theirs this evening. Yeah, my bad, huh.

I don't know what have passed in my mind, but suddenly I started to evaluating my personality.

WHO AM I?

Simple question, one question, but many answers and at the same time no answer.
My biatches said that I'm a good friend but sometimes can be so annoying. Hahaha! I'm sorry girls, but as Fika's motto, Nobody is Perfect :p
But you have to know that I always trying to give my best as your bestfriend.

I have a complicated personality, as a scorpio, I don't have any idea about myself.

First.
I am a religious girl. My besties mostly are Buddhist and Moeslem, but I'm wearing the blessed Cross necklace everywhere everytime. When I have lunch or dinner with them, often spent a whole day 24 hours with them, I never forget to pray before eat my meal. And when my alarm is ringing at 3 p.m , they remind me to pray (In catholic, we have Doa Kerahiman Ilahi prayer). I never miss praying before go to bed.

Second.
I love party!
I love music and dancing. I do nothing in the club, just dance dance and dance. Okay, drink for a bit, but I never drunk. I know what are alcohols very good, since I was graduated from pharmacy course.
I can say NO to those who seducing me, firmly. For me, virginity is a special present just for the one and only, my future husband.

Third.
I have a bad habit: judge people from their cover.
I strongly believe with my feeling. I can dislike someone just from his voice on the phone, his speaking way, his hobbies, his attitudes, his habits, his job, and even just from his horoscope. I confident enough with my decision, maybe it's because I love myself as well as I understand it.
I don't believe in love at the first sight. I would never fall in love with someone who I don't know him well. Actually, I was. But it was ending very bad, really bad, and have opened my eyes about the reality that there isn't such a love-at-the-first-sight thing. I've learned that men are not easy to be conquered.

Fourth.
I hate LOSE. I can't stand rejection in everything, include love. I hardly fall in love with someone, but if I do, I'll trying my best to be his girlfriend. What if I don't, I treat him so bad. I can't lie to myself and others. Once I dislike someone, he'll know it from my treat to him.

Fifth.
Eyes on eyes. How you treat me, that's how I'll treat you back.

Sixth.
I like to analyze people's personality. I don't mind to manipulating if it needed :p
It's fun! Like you're playing The Sims in the real life.

And last.
Hardly forgiving. But don't worry, I'm not a high-temperament, and I don't like to interfere in other people's business. As long as you don't disturb my comfort-zone, it's okay. That's why I can make friends with the nerds at noon and chill out with the clubbers at night.


Okay, that's all. There are many more about myself but it's no use to wrote here, since I have no reader. Hahaha! I wrote this post for myself. Hello myself, do you know that I love you after my mother? XOXO.

Cogantengitis

(I wrote this post in Pharmaceutical Care class this evening, inspired by my lecturer.)

I think my eyes have something disturbing problem. Not the minus (I'm wearing contact lenses already), not the lens size (My contact lens is a circular lens which can make my eyes look bigger), not those were known by people.

I named this disturbing cause : Cogantengitis.
From two words: Cogan (Indonesian) means handsome boys (Cowo Ganteng) and -ngitis (Latin) which is a suffix in illness name.

Cogantengitis is an optical disturbance caused by infection of gaul bacterias. punk viruses, or other alayorganisms, and less commonly by certain playboys.
The most common symptoms of cogantengitis are itchy eyes, headache and neck stiffness associated with fever, confusion or altered consciousness, vomiting, and an inability to tolerate light (photophobia) or loud noises (phonophobia) of alaymen. Sometimes, especially in pharmacy students like me, only nonspecific symptoms may be present, such as irritability and drowsiness. If a rash is present, it may indicate a particular cause of cogantengitis; for instance, cogantengitis caused by peningalay bacteria may be accompanied by a characteristic rash.

Each time the national university entrance exam was held, I pray for those handsome students could pass our faculty passing grade. I don't know why, but faculty of pharmacy has female students many more than male students. No wonder most of us got this cogantengitis :p

Boys' Armpit

Suddenly, I'm thinking about the boys. Err.. exactly, the boys' armpit.

DO THEY SHAVE THEIR ARMPIT?

Ehem!The rumour said that a normal guy will let their armpit hairy. But not too hairy, of course.



I wonder how it will look like if a boy never shave his armpit for years. Euw.. yuckz! But I can't imagine if his armpit is smooth, more smooth than girls #ohmygod

I'm sorry for this post, it's lil bit nasty. Hahaha!

Loving a wrong person

I've just read Fika's blog Colour My World about loving a wrong person, for example: other's boyfriend, bestie's boyfriend, or even a married man!

However, I agree with Fika: love is blind, comes itself whenever and whomever. *sigh*

My perspective: God creates love. HE decides everything for us, and I believe all HIS will always the best for us.

If HE decided that I have to love someone-who-is-wrong-in-otherside, HE will provides a way too, right.



So, if you think that you fall in love with a wrong person, just let it flow. Pray to HIM for both of you, let HIM gives the best for both of you.

At last, I want to say "Go on!" to my friends who are falling in a wrong REALLY WRONG person. Hahaha! And I wish all the best for your love journey, guys! God bless you, XXX.

Self-self-selves-selves

What I want is not always what I can get.

Who I love did not always who love me back.

What I get is not always what I want.

Who loves me did not always who I love.

Those I care were not always the main problems.

For many times, I have to break my promises.

For many times, unpredictable things happened.

And for many many many times, the above reasons didn't make me stop to fall in love with a wrong person, didn't push me to prepare for everything unpredictable, didn't stop me to make a promise, didn't scare me to take a risk, and didn't stop me trying to get what I want, who I love, what I dream of.

At last, did I do wrong?

The Worksh*ts

After the midtest, we have to finished a very-useless-but-spend-almost-24-hours-for-a-week-homework. That' why I can't post any on my blog for almost a month!
Well, maybe for some people that's not a common issue. But for me, a person who is usually spending 8 hours for sleep and 8 hours on computer/online, it's very hard to live without internet! :'(

After the midtest, then the worksh*ts, became a room-monitor for the national university entrance exam, finally now, here I am! Back again! Yeah! \(^ o ^)/

But just for awhile -.-'
Remember about the useless-worksh*t-which-ruined-my-sleep-beauty-hours? Yes, that's it. The DEAREST lecturer returned our worksheets just like that, yes, all of us, all of the worksheets! She said that there's a new format so we have to change AGAIN the whole worksheets as the new one. Geez!

Have no choice, I gotta go to buy some snacks, and coffee, of course. I have to repair my worksh*ts =="

Because of this holy worksheets, Siti, Fika, and me have to spending many nights together at Mimi's house. Not really many, just for a week. But it really REALLY really ruined our sleep hours. Argh!!!!!

Okay then. Stop talking about this worksh*ts. I have to finished it. (Did I say "have to finished" again?) I really really really REALLY have to finished it. Let's see how long my friends and me can stand these boring activities. Wish us luck!